viernes, 11 de agosto de 2006

fear of confrontation

I have always hated confrontation. I tremble for thirty minutes following even the most polite correction I can make to another if I am correct and that person is clearly in the wrong.

Take this morning, when I had to open my front door and politely ask the woman walking her dog along the sidewalk in front of my house, whose dog had clearly just finished doing its business in my hostas, to clean up after her dog. She said she didn't think he (for some reason I always think of dogs as males) did anything. I mentioned that the dog was kicking its legs after squatting, to which she responded that he always does that. Then, as always, I have to find some other defense to validate my asking this of her, so I produced my two young children and their love of playing in the dirt.

She went backwards in a gesture to look but didn't go all the way back to where her dog did its job.

It is not only this situation, albeit a common one which I must face often living on this street, but even with students, over email, etc. I am learning that I would not at all make a good boss because I do NOT like correcting people--although my constructive criticism skills have improved greatly with teaching. This particular event occurred one hour ago and my heart still races, my fingers still tremble and I need chocolate!!!

At least I am in touch with and am working on embracing all my character flaws, right? :)

7 comentarios:

  1. A sign. You need a sign. I've seen them in other yards. The little sign that says... Keep your *%$(^% dog off my yard! Okay, it doesn't say exactly that but it is very clear. There is one on Ridge St, one block over from our water tower if you care to drive by before I get back.

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  2. Hi D. housewife,

    I can relate to your fear as I am much the same. I always wonder if it is worth it (even if I am right) when it is over.

    Nice post.

    P.S. Your little one is a hoot!

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  3. You know, Belle, when I say that to him, he actually opens his eyes wide and says, "HOOT HOOT".

    No, never a dull moment...!

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  4. You are like me - confrontations make my heart beat and I feel quite unwell.
    But good for you for at least trying to point out what the dog did to what appears to be a very ignorant dog owner.
    I bet you're glad that you at least did something rather than not.

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  5. I mean confrontations make my heart beat FASTER!!!

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  6. jajaja...Okay, Chief...that woke me up and made my heart beat as well! thanks for the laugh! Now back to the garden...

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  7. I havejust sent an email to a women on a committee I chair who is chasing my tail all the time. I know she is aware that she is undermining me and I have let it go but I have just sent the confrontational email and wish I could get it back not to have the stress.I sent it quickley in haste If I would have waited I never would have sent it stress

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