He is a good and generous man, my father-in-law. He is a dentist by trade, is known for being good and gentle, and would take payment in the form of fresh fish or kahlua pig if a patient could not monetarily recompense services rendered.
He suffered a bilateral stroke last night and is in the hospital now. It appears his speech is quite slurred and he can be hard to understand...
...oh, the painful memories of my own dear father this brings rushing back to my heart...
He is far away, on a distant island and currently inaccessible to those in his family who are constrained by money, childcare, their own health issues, jobs and/or geography--two of his children, his brothers--so many on the mainland, so hard to get back.
No need to rush right now, so my sister-in-law says. Many people recover from strokes.
Perhaps that is so.
But I know better.
Maybe it is my own bitter life experience that has shown me otherwise.
Tonight my heart hurts. For his family, for the pain all must endure in knowing and seeing such a good, strong man become suddenly so weak. For this period of unknowing that inevitably occurs. For feeling all of that they are numb to, for I know and intimately understand the numbness and dreamlike, auto-pilot state of being we kick into under these circumstances. For my own memories that I cannot let go.
lunes, 11 de febrero de 2008
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I am SO sorry to hear this Mapi..
ResponderEliminarI don't know what to say other than I will be sending good thoughts and prayers your way.
I sincerely hope he has a successful recovery, and a speedy one..
Windy
Hi, Windy:
ResponderEliminarSo am I, to be honest. He is a good man--but we all have an end. Who knows if this is it or not, but I don't wish for suffering, for neither him nor for the family--nor for my children, nor for myself, as distanced as I may be. He has always been very good to me, without my deserving such gracious treatment.
Be well, Windy.
So sorry Mapi. The memories will be painful too. Thinking of you.
ResponderEliminarThank you, Chief. One never wishes this on anyone but, Life is Life. And it is natural for our parents to decline and for us to be left behind. Not easy, but it is the natural order of things.
ResponderEliminarBe well, Chief.
I'm sorry to hear that Mapiprincesa. I hope he recovers and does well. :(
ResponderEliminarI emailed you regarding your comment on my post.
So far, stable is the news. I talked to my bro-in-law tonight and that's all he can say, but the aforementioned numbness to the situation is completely evident in his voice. Both he and his sister have asked me about what this was like eight years ago when I went through this...but Dad was 15 years younger and situations were quite different.
ResponderEliminarDoesn't make it any easier.
My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am so sorry. Big hugs.
ResponderEliminarThank you, Val.
ResponderEliminarI am expecting some news today, as he went into a post-embollic sleep, which doctors say is completely normal, and should awaken sometime today (48 hours following the embollic activity). Then we might have a clearer picture of how he is and what is happening.
In my father's case, he fell into a coma and never woke up.
Be well, Val.